June 28, 2013

Regret is a complicated thing. Just because a relationship ended painfully, do I regret it? I was so happy while it was happening. But it hurts to think about it now. You build trust, you become raw and exposed. It is so much harder when they move on. What is closure? I don’t know what it is, but I somehow feel incomplete without it. I guess what it comes down to is being rejected. It’s really hard to accept that. I miss people. I miss certain relationships. Not necessarily romantic relationships, either. When your trust is violated, whether by a romantic interest or friend, it hurts. But would I different now if I hadn’t engaged in the particular relationship in that time in my life?